Why,I miss you.

I never fancy to do any emotional post.I knew it would not,in a least bit,attract anybody to read it.But I just passed my Arabic and got in the first place when I thought I was gonna get the worst mark of Arabic in the whole school! No,that is not exactly it.The day I knew I was gonna fail was another day I ranted and sprayed all of my annoyance and anger to him about me screwing up on that test.Instead of telling me of aggravating I was acting like,he comforted me in a way not any immature jerks out there would do.Don't get the wrong idea.He's not my boyfriend or even somebody you call a crush.He's rather like a father who would scold his daughter when she's turning in the wrong direction,giving wise lectures,nag like any other father would do.Yes,I might not know him much but nobody ever make me feel better like that.He almost seem to be..magical.

You know yourself.Things won't always be the way it always is.Even when it feels as if you have found somebody you never thought of seeing.How from that endless,never-ran-out-of-topics, daily conversations turn into merely memories to be treasured.He's..changed.This is for the millionth time that I've said it.I even told him this but he said he was only caught up with everything.But how can he squandered even for 5 minutes how-is-your-test conversation with his other friends? That never really bothered me actually since y'know,who am I to wonder why he's acting that way but really? I care actually.I envy.Cause I miss talking until midnight with him.Look,we act way back on the cycle,as a stranger.It's just funny how you wake up the next day and people are staying away from you.

I have nothing to expect :) I just wish for the best.Never my heart was broken beyond repair.People have reasons why the come and go and probably,just probably,you might be one of my favourite teenage memory I would forever remember.