Life is just so weird!One moment you have someone whom you can emanate your happiness in him.One moment he ignored you because he has an exam and he leave you alone.One moment he came back to talk to you and the next moment .. you get to know he is avoiding you.
Yeah maybe the last part is just so..pathetic.But seriously this is how my life goes on with a crush!
I wouldn't think it would be this painful at the first place.
Cause the first day i got to know that i actually was having a secret-love feeling on him it felt so peaceful.As if he'd never hurt me.He rendered the inspirations of my passion in life.I get to see this gigantic world with these small tiny naked eyes.This feeling went on for almost 7 months!.Not precisely 7 months but ALMOST.And it came to a halt when this diminutive 'sweet' friend of mine told him i actually stowed a feeling on him!
And he started to change since then.No more long awkward conversations,no more laughs,no more sharing songs..oh speaking of songs i shared him this song on the last couple of days but guess what he didnt seem to like it.He liked something like Kesha's genre but..i dont know why i am such a pathetic dumb to share that song with him..Cause i think he IS that song.
The point is do not make someone as your main happiness.Cause once he did even a slight mistake like ignoring you i presumed you would end up in a great dissapointment.It's okay to be single really.You don't have to rush to have a boyfriend/girlfriend.Love will come to you when the time is right.It really bugged me a bit when i see some girls are too desperate to have a boyfriend and someone proposed her for instance and she just accepted it either because she felt sorry for the guy or she really is deperate for someone who can say 'I Love You' to her every day who could say 'I Miss You' every single time.
You need to define love on your own.You dont have to see how other people carried out their date and just imitated it.Look for someone who could accept anything that is perfect,imperfect,strong,weak,shining,dark,glum and bouyant side of you.I am not anyone to voice out what you should do and dont.I am just giving some advices.It depends on you if you can see my point here.
Yeah maybe the last part is just so..pathetic.But seriously this is how my life goes on with a crush!
I wouldn't think it would be this painful at the first place.
Cause the first day i got to know that i actually was having a secret-love feeling on him it felt so peaceful.As if he'd never hurt me.He rendered the inspirations of my passion in life.I get to see this gigantic world with these small tiny naked eyes.This feeling went on for almost 7 months!.Not precisely 7 months but ALMOST.And it came to a halt when this diminutive 'sweet' friend of mine told him i actually stowed a feeling on him!
And he started to change since then.No more long awkward conversations,no more laughs,no more sharing songs..oh speaking of songs i shared him this song on the last couple of days but guess what he didnt seem to like it.He liked something like Kesha's genre but..i dont know why i am such a pathetic dumb to share that song with him..Cause i think he IS that song.
The point is do not make someone as your main happiness.Cause once he did even a slight mistake like ignoring you i presumed you would end up in a great dissapointment.It's okay to be single really.You don't have to rush to have a boyfriend/girlfriend.Love will come to you when the time is right.It really bugged me a bit when i see some girls are too desperate to have a boyfriend and someone proposed her for instance and she just accepted it either because she felt sorry for the guy or she really is deperate for someone who can say 'I Love You' to her every day who could say 'I Miss You' every single time.
You need to define love on your own.You dont have to see how other people carried out their date and just imitated it.Look for someone who could accept anything that is perfect,imperfect,strong,weak,shining,dark,glum and bouyant side of you.I am not anyone to voice out what you should do and dont.I am just giving some advices.It depends on you if you can see my point here.
Maybe you are meant to know each other,maybe you are meant to be friends but you may not be pairs cause forever is a lot more possible as friends.You wouldn't know if there is someone else outside there to be your soulmate.You may know him tommorow when you are queing up for a cofee order,you may know him when you are sitting beside him on the Science class or maybe he is your friend whom you are invariably fighting with,averting eyes with,laughing with .. till you know at the end he is the ONE
Till then,thank you for stopping by i really appreciate it.I hoped you can see something here that probably would makes your eyes open and realizes and learns something.
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