I didn't go to school todaaaaaayy :DD amazing right :p wahaha...but i feel guilty at the same time :/ I supposed they're studying but....oh whatever :) i will catch up on holiday aight ;DD

What did i do on this AMAZING day?well....i prompt to revise at home (:p) especially History.Oh hate to say it =='.....i just read like one topic then someone knocked my room door.
"Wanna accompany me to the supermarket?" whoaaaaa mom :DDD ofcourse i want to..HAHA..what? yeah its a supermarket :D hey hey supermarket with some more stores in it..get me? good ;D

I think i haven't went there before *scratches head* haha just heard that ZimaTheKerling frequently go there especially after school.The supermarket was hugely amazing haha sakai :p
We bought chicken grill for tonight's event that i wont attend!haha i have attended it like yesterday ==' The foods were tempting especially during this Ramadhan :( i felt like i wanna buy all of em!Though the clock still showed 10 in the morning ==' haha...Then i bought chocolate donuts yum yum!

While my mom was searching for the counter that was opened (since some of em were still closed --' ) , i looked something that caught my eyes!it was metres away from me but i feel like i wanna flyyy!IT WAS THE BOOKSTORE! :DD! oh mahn you know how much i missed you , bookstore? :) My favourite one is Best Eastern but they don't have the one in this Supersave market.It was the Mubarak Bookstore actually."Mom mom they got a bookstore there!may i go off for a little while?"

The bookstore was a lot more smaller than Best Eastern but hey who cares as long as it was the BOOKSTORE :D !! i could see magazines on my left and (if i wasnt mistaken) school stationary was on my right.I could see a large rack with bunch of books.i was like omg it wasn't organized! i mean it was neat of course but on the first rack they mixed fiction books with non fictions then with Stories-for-4-year-old-kids books and cooking books! awhmahn! 4 kinds of books in one row of rack? don't you know i'm not good in looking for things? HAHAH..my confusion feelings just straightly went away after i saw this Cecelia Ahern's book! wohoooo :DD THE BOOK OF TOMMOROW yaw :DD the price were suitable ; $16.90 for this small one :) they only got A book of Cecelia's and thats the small one == but nevermind :DD as long as i get my book :D





As i got my book paid (by my own money :D :p haha) , i went outside the store and looked for my mom.hmmm..guess that mom really took time to shop for other stuffs ==' but the bright side is ; I GOT THE CD STORE JUST RIGHT NEXT TO THE BOOKSTORE ;D! Don't wanna talk about the CD HAHHA okay okay i will :p i bought the 5 in 1 CD nyahaha..containing the Oliver Twist , Nanny MCPhee and the other three..i have forgotten nyahaha :p

After all , actually i regret that i didnt attent school :'/ oh dang it! they got knowledges while i lose money == haha but never mind :p just cooling myself down ~ :)
TTYL :)


I just took these random pictures before i went off to the Supermarket nyahaha :p





Buh-Bye :) ❀

Okay i need to type faster this time.Sungkai time is approaching! HAHHA....

I got nothing much to update really..haha..probably wondering why i often said that huh?i got a lot of private family moments actually which they have warned me not no expelled anything on the Internet you know Internet exposed everything *sigh* But nothing bad aight ;D

Well...my mind is totally short of ideas now haha..i don't know whenever i have planned what to write then when i came up to this posting everything just went off the ideas haha ==' Other than the Khatam Al-Quraan rehearsel nothi..eh let me talk about the rehearsel first ;) It went off...BORINGly! haha evil me :P i was selected as the main Quraan reader for our class (oh well ;p) so i have to read the Quraan on the stage with the other main readers with other classes.With the geek quite girl on my right and the birdie-voice on my left were enough to make me wanna jump off the stage hahaa...i hope i won't lose my voice :s like my His-Majesty's birthday performance..oh don't remind me of that!


I realized i got a lot of draft posts instead of a publish one == so i make this to be published c'mon click puclish click publish click publish! :p

Happy 52nd Birthday Michael Jackson

On the brightful day when the whole world was going to change from a running riot of venom to a peaceful world of amusement music , borned this 8th Jackson family member who was growing up with a doleful life and abused physically and emotionally by his ferocious yet fondful father.But everything that happened certainly got a meaning behind why was it happened.By that, in 1964 a 6 years old Michael joined his brothers' band , the Jackson Brothers where his career started as they hit 4 top-selling single songs , I Want You Back , The Love You Save , ABC and I'll Be There.His achievement had evolved ever since and won several awards as well as producing some top-selling albums.


His life had been such a lonely one with million reasons.He admitted that he cried every night and often being weighed by confrontation gossips.That include about the news of his face-changes , relationships and marriage.Frankly , I couldn't articulate about his real life in writings or any other ways because i knew about his sadness , loneliness , pain and grief from his own words.Nobody ever told me like "Oh Michael is a very generous bloke and he loved children very much".Nobody ever told me how his life was.Nobody ever introduced me with Michael.I listened to his one song and i instantly intrigued by it.I observed the story of his true life and i knew something was there.Something that had inspired me in life.I knew that he will be the one who will guide me to the shining path where i know that a real world is there.He changed the way i see this enourmous world , the way i seek inspirations in people's life and the way i appreciate musics though i am not a musician or anything.



I will share a quote on where i hoped you guys would understand his life through his own words.





"I remember going to the record studio and there was a park across the street and i'd see a lot of children playing and i would cry because it would make me sad that i have to work instad"





"Before i would hurt a child i would slit my wrists"





" I just wish i could understand my father"





" I was a veteran before i was a teenager"











On your 52nd birthday Michael , i just want to say how much i missed you more everyday and


I was happy that wherever you are we will working hard to keep your legacy stays forever.You died with glory and satisfication in our hearts 'cause we were able to hear your last music , your last voice but not the last love

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With My Greates Loves

•♥• Exasperating Much !! •♥•

*Sigh* I don't know what the hell is wrong with my laptop... Or should i say 'our' laptop?oh whatever.The problem is everytime i typed 'Facebook.com' on the URL box it appeared as 'CANNOT FIND SERVER' ..WTF! --'!It almost trigger me to the MENTAL BREAKDOWN! i have used like three laptops to make it out into my Facebook page but all i got is the crap CANNOT FIND SERVER! I tried on other URL like Blogger.com and it worked.I tried YouTube , Twitter etc as well.Maybe it'll work after a while then.Or am i just cooling myself down? oh whatever.


Anyways my maid informed me that my family and i are going to have a 'sungkai' family occasion in one my Grandfather's sibling's house.OH DAMN!i don't prompt to!One thing for certain , we're going to arrive back home late on night when the clock ticks 12!Mom sporadically talking and talking with her cousins and i would be like a Please-buy-me doll sitting forlornly looking for someone to 'buy-me' in the living room.I don't think Ummie , my closest cousin is going to come.She's grounded i suppose :p

I don't have a load to update really.I have been in front of this useless laptop like hours already. Oh yeah before i forgot , i wanna show my latest the random me picture :D! * I know it looks like a ho*oke* but who cares THIS IS THE RANDOM ME! :P


Okay......this would be my first and last time to do that face to the camera! oh yeah W?oh thats for............nothing :P

Role models...how far could they gives you consequences?

I just found a book.It is the Cathy Cassidy's book : Letters to Cathy (Thanks to Fizah ;p) It helped me a lot on the self-esteem , self-courage and self-confidence issues.Also issues on friends,family and life problems.I would love to share some of the tips that i supposed most people frequently feel in this way.

The Envy Feeling Towards Other People

I'm not really good in making an attractive tittle.What it really means actually is that we often have the envy feelings or more to say the 'jealousy' feelings towards other people.Probably it was because they have a luxurious life or maybe because they are smart.I didn't deny that i have always felt the same feelings before.And do you know how bad the consequences would be?Well..it's not going to be VERY bad if you take on the positive side instead.

For instance,your friend is very smart and always get the A+ grade.But you got...F!i know if you're thinking negatively you would say 'WTH?!he's/she's got the A+ but i got F?!i got nothing to do with her and no benefits at all being a friend of him/her'.But lets see...you're one of the most luckiest person because you could get to study with him/her and could exchange opinions.Also,try to talk with them.In that way probably you could unleash what makes them to succeed and smart.Don't look on their appearances! Though if they're a nerd =.=..but.. anyways try 'em first!Then you will know how you positive you've changed :))...

Other example....your friend have a beautiful face,confident and have a perfect life!whoa!how could anyone didn't feel jealous if he/she got 'em all?In this situation you'll realize how imperfect you are.But as i said earlier take the positive one..they're genuinely confident.You don't have to act like you're wealthy and have a luxurious life like they do.But just copy the 'confident' attitude !

Anyway,they could be your nice role model.Role model is someone you can learn from.You may not want to be exactly like them but there are things about them that you admire.

So take my good advices and try to burried the confidence and the positive attitude in yourself :D GREATEST LUCK FOR THAT :DD!

❀Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❀ Chells Deneira